In December 2010 I wrote "I wish I had a profession" on my blogger profile. I think it had brought a huge impact to where I am now. I realize now that it has been a nagging feeling in my head for sometimes.
I grew up in chaos. Long story short I feel like I've been ripped off, all those years wasting to sorting out my chaos beginning. And decision after decision were made not according of what I've wanted but because I've had to make it. I've no regret though as I've gone this far and I am content to some extent to where I am now. However, I do feel like I could achieve more.Much more.
I've never thought that a year and half later I actually took action, that I'm actually pursuing a profession by going back to study full-time.
It's a big decision, I must say, with family, mortgage and two young children...
A little kick to it, I believe, is a little 'situation' I had at work. I stuck around for more than a year but I didn't think it was worth sticking around for longer. Supported by my better half who encouraged me to do this, then here I am at a new exciting adventure of life pursuing a profession.
I'm at phasing out and bringing my brain to zero point. I have been working and studying part-time this past year, plus the kids - it was exhausting. This two-week holiday before classes start in July is doing me good, if not switching me to near comatose. Lazying around feels so great I must remind myself not to get used to it!
